u get stiffer(less-flexible) with age
in the bones as well
as in ur beliefs n lifestyle...

i am a coward
and i tend to be lazy
once these self-remonstrations would inspire
guilt, and occasionally motivate towards self-betterment.

now i tend to merely accept.
this is not good.
rather ancient roman this...

I am a Scorpio.
(Also known as "Scorpion")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying. " (Read more | Find yours)

hmmm intrigue yeah
i guess placing this here is somewhat
masochistic
n cheap porn yeah too
*laff....

wat should i do.......
i noe wat i should do
why do i not want to do it?

is it because i do not want to expend myself?
no no
must be because i do not wish to deny myself
deny yourself and pick up the cross